In class today we were doing an activity were if you agreed with the question you stood on one side of the room, if you disagreed you sat at the other. The last question was should suicide be acceptable? I agreed, I was the only person who did. I look around and see everyone’s jaws dropped. And finally someone says something I didn’t expect “Mackenzie you’re the last person I would think who would be for it” I died a little when he said that. Do people not see me the way I see myself? My worthlessness, my strive to get away from everything and everyone. How my most desired wish is to leave this world. Am I the only one who sees this in my face? 

When you don’t even realize how far you’ve fallen until you hit the ground